Since I was 8 years old I have been involved with online communities. First to get my mind off of living with my terminal Grandmother, then to hide from my Grandfathers death and then both of my Grandmothers. And don’t you know I started hiding again when we lost our home to foreclosure and rid myself of manipulative hurtful people who said they were friends. There are some amazing artists here… And there are some amazing people, who I am thankful to have known. But tonight I was hurt by someone running me down for how I treat my animals, by putting a bird diaper on my bird of all things. It made me mad, and then after a while I realized something, the only reason I was here was for positive feedback, to see how many comments I had, how many page views, wishing just one person would use my stock. And more than anything, to have something on my mind other than what is going on right now in my life, my way of disconnecting. It just isn’t worth it, I am 18, I should be living, happy, breathing without 20 pounds of weight on my shoulders… I should be making friends who are real, living my life. I don’t want to look back on my youth and say I was too busy hiding from life. So I am going to leave DA, and I’ll come back when I want to be here, not when I need to be here.

I will fulfill my obligation to create an avie prize for contest. It will be my last upload…

I want to thank some wonderful people

It has been an absolute pleasure knowing you, and I was so pleased to be your affiliate. Thank you so much for being a wonderful DA friend.

You have always been so kind to me, even though you are such a great artist and I am just second rate. Thank you so much for being so very kind to me, it meant a great deal to me.

You are so very kind, and it has been a pleasure knowing you, thank you for so many kind comments.


thank you to all of the wonderful people who I have met it has been wonderful, but I think I’ll go out and by some oil paints and a canvas, and start doing something tangible. Thank you all…




Just because I am leaving doesn't mean you can do whatever you want with the stock that has allready been downloaded here are the new rules...


1. You may NOT use my stock in any of the following

Death
Gore
Mythological*
Satanic
Demonic
Aggressive
Nude
Erotic
Religious symbols
Political
Bloody

Or anything I feel morally wrong. Meaning if I see it and feel uncomfortable I will let you know to take it down.

3. None of my stock is to be used outside DA!!!!

4. I am sorry but you are not allowed to use them in prints.

5. Manipulate them that’s what there here for cut them out, add things change colors just do something with them creative. Don’t just change the hue and stick it up as your own or use a filter program to make it look a little different.

6. I reserve the right at any time to have the stock taken down. By downloading my stock you agree to obey these rules.








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